At guan yesterday , damn early wake up , guan piant until colour colour luhs hahas then cook and eat with uncle leng , why everyone can find and be together with their ture love ? why i cant ? Damn fuucking stress , i will wait for you de !
Thursday, April 22, 2010
last 4 day slack at tamp, with jiaxin , edmund, ben , try to making myself forget everything , i till miss those day when we were happy and talk to each other ,
why cant i just find one stead that i really love ,
and care bout me ,
i really love you but , but why cant we be together ?
i just wan a simple and caring stead , why is that so diffult , why my life so xinku ?
i already try my best le , i till cant ,
i cant really find a ture love ,
im fuuckig useless , ! i try my best to bileve alot of ppl , but why they choose to betray me ?
i treat them not good enough ?
Friday, April 16, 2010
my life is so complicated , today one people , which i really hate , she cry for me and i really felt touch ! thanks jiaxin , and ahkor(jiawei) you all really can read my mind , which i never even show out , im trying to make real smile , but i dunnoe when i will have the key to open th door , and make a real smile , that all guy!
我以为被爱很辛福，
但是当我被错人爱的时候，
才知道那么的辛苦和痛！
为什么相爱的人不能在一起？
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Will be goin hme on monday , and go to sku , last 2day went to sintua , then went to guan , ytd went to eda hse ton , and now at lan , play until like mad woman hahs
me and joey was so high , hahs (dun get th wrong thinking)
nth much lah actually ,
ture love is when i shed a tear ,
and i still want you .
when you ignores me ,
and i still love you.
when you love others ,
but i still smile and say
"i'm happy for you"
when all i do is cry...and cry!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
At lor 28 de lan , with larry , ahhao , micheal , bao , ahlee, uncle leng . just now went drink with uncle leng then after drink come find larry they all , use 1hour lan then went back to saiguan , sleep , early in th morning goin to meet kah heng go fishing , then meet tracy go eat pizza , this few day didnt have a good sleep ,
