last 4 day slack at tamp, with jiaxin , edmund, ben , try to making myself forget everything , i till miss those day when we were happy and talk to each other ,
why cant i just find one stead that i really love ,
and care bout me ,
i really love you but , but why cant we be together ?
i just wan a simple and caring stead , why is that so diffult , why my life so xinku ?
i already try my best le , i till cant ,
i cant really find a ture love ,
im fuuckig useless , ! i try my best to bileve alot of ppl , but why they choose to betray me ?
